I am not isotropic
I shared with you
The map of my moral weakness
Weak spots
Where to strike
And you took advantage of it
You used it
You abused it
To make suffer more

I am not a man of good conscience
I am cut off from playing
In teasing there’s danger
Irritable
Hypersensitive
Tender
Delicate

I do not wish to reinstate a legible surface to my suffering